yesterday was awesome and not very awesome. I felt bored as i didnt bring my ipod wif me to grandpa's hse and you can imagine my boredom la. So i just kept folding joss paper for my beloved grandmother, auntie and great grandparents who are all in heaven now. I didnt felt much until i reached grandma's grave. I cried, and most of my family cried too. I just felt so painful bcuz after long 6 years without her, i realise that i missed her alot and i regretted so much for being so rude to her in the past. I was only pri 2 when she's gone and i felt like crying even more when i think of my cousin who was still in her mother's tummy when my grandma was gone. She didnt get the chance to say goodbye to grandma.
It is embarrasing to cry sometimes but i realise that its ok to cry it out. Maybe i dun miss grandma now but at the bottom of my heart i do. Its just that de surface doesnt show. I am someone who likes to hide real sad things to myself. That's me, i guess.
Anw, family came to my hse for a swim after that. It was so fun! I really enjoyed myself and guess what, i found out that my uncle was a master in art. He helped me wif my art assignment and it turned out pretty well. Thank you uncle Steve, HAHAHA, you half-done my assignment. All left now is to make the texture using newspaper and paint it. Maybe i should use more wire to make a stand behind the flower. hmm, i should i tink, if i have the time :D Eunice may be coming over during the evening to do the art wif me. Shall do my Eng hw for now then.
When can i find you back again? We are all goners.
TATA! :D
