HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAFIRAH BABY!
I love yoy much-ees okkays?? :] <33

Hey peeps.

I just wanna know if anyone has been going through de low self esteem period. Cuz i tink i am now. I feel that in everythingi do, I am going to fail. Dunno why bt i just feel this way.. haiz. Just feel tat semnuoissoamel.. zzz. iawselketwfyzooo.. cslihoihd siol. well... vented out! yay??? btw, i hate hols. Its just so boring! Its like repeating de same routine everyday. I feel as if im nt living. Or like watching a vid/movie that keeps repeating itself. I hate this kind of life. Its just so meaningless.. My mum doesnt rlly allow me to go out with friends. Even if she does, its de same old boring places that i will go.. gosh! No piano lessons for de next 2 weeks.. sh!t, sumting tat im looking forward to is nt there for now. And tuition resumes next week.. ahh gosh. And mum keeps on nagging at unimportant stuff and ahhhh…….. shitshitshit!!! And you guys spend ur boring days at home. And I must be at de shop.. tending de shop and blablabla.. if I stay at home, there’ll be no food and mum will keep on calling to ask me to go to de shop. And when you guys can sleep till noon.. I can’t. cuz I gotta wake up early to go out wif them… ahhhhhhhh. Im going crazy at this state. Sorry for saying so many ahhhhh but I just gotta vent out.. and if I keep staying at de shop, my piano learning rates will sure drop bcuz I can’t practice.. FCK MY LIFE YO!

BB DD;